random thoughts

im here at the office. i've got nothing to do yet. Still waiting for instructions.

On my way here, i felt something different with someone who also works in the project i am in but included a different team. I felt like i have this disease that when you look at me, you'll get my disease.. this is what happened: as i entered the building, i stopped to wait for the elevator.. i didn't saw him came, i just saw him walking from my left and stopped 6 feet away from me.. i was looking at him so that if ever he looked at me, i'll smile.. the natural way when you saw someone you know.. actually we've never been introduced to each other, just as a group, but we stayed in the same room.. see each other everyday.. he never looked at me but he looked at everyone else in that area pretending he never saw me.. so what i did.. i just let it be and never looked at him until we arrived in the same room where we both work.. i am not expecting that everyone who knows me will.. you know.. smile at me and wave whenever they see me.. i'm not a celebrity or whatever.. but what makes me sick is that it happened twice.. but in a different place and different situation.. so now.. as in just now.. i can't please everybody.. and maybe there is a reason behind it all.. yes, it made me sad because i want to reach out and be his friend.. or maybe it's not yet the right time for that.. we'll see.. we will be seeing each other everyday!

oh my god! it's summer.. again! the season that i really love.. i want to take a rest and just relax.. i want to go to the beach.. i am so excited because there are already plans of out-of-town's with my friends and family.. i'll not mention the series of events to not spoil it.. hihi..

before, i have this plan.. and now.. it is still a plan.. hahaha.. i dunno why i can't start this thing.. i really wanna do it, honestly! but i can't find time to do it.. nothing.. i am just so sad about it.. i'm going to give myself another try and i'll give my best and find the time for it.. help me God..

i watched the V for Vendetta.. the movie is great! it reminds me of some kinda people power.. i love the character of V and his fantastic mask..

TransAmerica, i watched it in DVD.. it is so touching! great acting for Felicity Hoffman.. I was shocked when the d*ck of Stanley (transexual, played by Felicity) was exposed in the movie for more than 3 seconds.. well.. it is needed in the movie.. Felicity looks good with a d*ck.. hehehe.. i'm sorry if you can't relate.. just watch the movie.. there are also some funny parts and they came out so natural.. yes, it's a gay film.. but a different kind of "gay"..

i am so touched when Bryanboy posted our pic and a link in his so very famous and so very hot right now blog! hehehe it made me love him more.. hehehe he really is a nice person.. one thing more.. Happy 17th Birthday Bryan!!!!

yes.. i already got one and my life now revolves around it, my iPod.. 5th generation aka ipod video.. not in purpose of bragging.. i'm really lovin' it! it's now part of my life.. it was just the other day that yel or ogie told me, Roxie got the same iPod too.. she posted it in her blog.. maybe i missed that part.. just minutes ago.. while browsing Bryanboy's blog.. he also hav the same iPod.. in the office.. 5 to 6 of my co-workers have iPod, mostly iPod Nano, the others i dunno.. because it's always in their pouch or bag.. all i see is the earphones.. hehehe iPods are everywhere.. 2 of my 3 brothers now have an iPod and i think the other one will also have an iPod on his birthday.. we'll see.. buy an iPod now! hehehe advertisement?!